Gosh, so nervous today. I do mainly think it’s from the anti-seizure prescription as well. Before the operation, they had given me this as well in a much lower milligrams, but it really made my nerves ultra high before. Then, I was nervous about having an operation. Now it’s the healing – some things not compete. Some days feel almost normal, some not really. Most of the issues are in the morning. Then by the afternoon feel almost normal nowadays. So yesterday I spent almost 1.5 hours outside working on chopping things that have overgrown in the backyard. Then in the evening, got really tired and this AM felt really tired and asleep. I did get up at normal time and do a walk outside. And then went to sleep for about a ½ hour. By 1130 am had lunch ready…and once eaten, I am now feeling better. But all morning I was nervous, especially after taking prescription in morning. I need to figure out how to not let it overtake me.
DIARY: THURS, 13 OCT 2016
by Gail ⋅