Throughout the past year, after that thing was removed from my head, I’ve had memories trickling back to me. Thankfully, my nice brain saved these great memories somewhere! I guess they were blocked by the 20 to 30 year old tumor for quite some time. Now, it is making me realize so much. The biggest “a-ha” is that as the tumor grew in its location, I had to focus only on people and things right in front of me to survive. Unfortunately, I somehow managed to cut myself off from a lot of people. I’m so sorry!! I get sad thinking about it. I did not mean to create any divides or come across that way to anyone. But I know all my true friends are willing to understand what is and was going on in my head. It will take time, but I am reaching out to people to re-connect. I get scared and nervous, but, more importantly, I am excited to reconnect with so many great people!